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Jul. 24th, 2007 @ 04:32 am
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I had the weirdest fucking dream tonight. I had a dream that I brought a girl home I used to talk to in high school and haven't seen since high school. Well we were about to go to sleep when we hear something and we look over and my bathroom light turns on right next to my heavy bag and then all of a sudden the heavy bag turns into a little girl purple in the face hanging from a noose. It freaked me out so me and the girl start going upstairs well as soon as I get to the middle stair I turned around and a little dead looking clone of the girl I had over grabs her and runs across the basement with her. So I chased them into the laundry room and she was getting drown in the utility sink next to the washing machine. So I tried to grab and punch the girl drowning her but everytime I let go of the sink I get thrown half way across the room.
Then I woke up.
The really freaky thing is when I woke up I could have sworn I saw a small child standing at the end of my bed staring at me. So I jumped the fuck out of bed and turned my light on.
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Jul. 22nd, 2007 @ 12:04 pm
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It's been 3 months since my last update. Damn. Well not much has changed. I guess some things have. I got off probation in Clinton Township which was nice, and now I just have to wait till August 15th and I will be out of the system completely. Almost 3 years on probation in and out of trouble. That shit was definitely not worth it.
I'm not moving out anymore, I guess Jeremy can't afford to right now and I don't want to be spending $1200 a month on living expenses alone. So I'm stuck at my parents house.
I'm actually going back to school in the fall. I'm going to be studying culinary arts and if I enjoy it I will be transferring to School Craft College. I hear their program is amazing.
I've been enjoying life more then I thought I would ever be able to. I've surrounded myself with some of the greatest friends I have had in a long ass time. So heres to the summer. Cheers!Current Music: Beck - E-pro.mp3 |
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It's crazy how many turns life takes when you're young. I'm still amazed on a daily basis how different I am now then how I was a year ago. Hell even six months ago I feel like I was completely different then I am now. I mean most of it is subtle things like how I handle problems that arise or how I perceive people or situations. But I'm still baffled by... well, maturing I guess. Seeing how I've changed in the last six months I am anxious too see what the next 6 hold for me. Hopefully I'll be saving money, living in a place I can call my own, out of the legal system free and clear, and possibly even enrolling back in college. All those things are completely feasible and I am excited to see if they all work out. Just writing what on my mind I've decided the best way to live life is not moment by moment or day by day, but month by month. It really gives you a good perspective on things. If something isn't going well, it give you time to fix it and when things are going well it gives you opportunity to capitalize on it. Hope everyone is enjoying life as much as I am right now. Peace and love.
"My friend said to me, "I think the weather's trippy." I said, "No man, it's not the weather that's trippy, perhaps it is the way we perceive it that is indeed trippy..." Then I thought, man, I should have just said, "yeah."Current Mood:  optimistic Current Music: new 8ball and MJG cd |
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Feb. 10th, 2007 @ 10:16 am
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Well a lot has changed this weekend. The biggest thing that changed is I am now in a relationship. At first it kind of scared me, seeing as I have committment issues. But now I am very excited about it. Most of you know my gf is Sam, and I am crazy about her. So yeah, thats all I wanted to update about really, let all of you know whats going on. |
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So I haven't been updating much at all anymore, so here's my official first of '07 update.
I have decided to change the game up this year. Last year was definitely a year to forget and to move on from. Things can't get much worse then '06. So here is my plan for '07:
- First and foremost, finish up all my court bullshit, and do my bid up at county if the judge feels the need to put me there.
- In the next 3 months I want to pay off my immediate debts which include; both my lawyers fees which I have about $1000 left to pay on, my tether which I also have about $1000 to pay on, and my fines and costs to the great state of michigan which amount to $500/yr. for 2 years.
- Move out of my house by the end of May, beggining of June.
- Get rid of my p.o.s. Grand Am, or drop like $650 to get it tuned up, fixed up, and running well.
- Take a road trip to Chicago and spend a couple weeks there.
- Maybe settle into a relationship. I'm not looking to jump into one but I'm not saying I wouldn't mind being in a relationship.
- And finally, this year I want to just kickit with my homies and relax. I deserve a relaxing year.
I think all my goals are completely feasible and with a little luck, and a little hard work I should be where I want to be settled in and comfortable come 2008.
Jan. 30th, 2007 @ 06:00 am
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So I'm building a website for my company and I had to download a program that should help me build a professional looking website. But this isn't about me or my website it's about the serious download speed I got while downloading the software off bittorent. Check it out.
Dec. 29th, 2006 @ 05:52 am
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| » Read up gents (I don't give a fuck how much room this takes on your friends page) |
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Man Laws
1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella.
2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following Circumstances:
(a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master.
(b) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her Blouse.
(c) After wrecking your boss's car.
(d) When she is using her teeth.
3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies.
4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours.
5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her.
6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable.
7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is strictly optional. At that point, you must celebrate at a strip bar of the birthday boy's choice.
8: On a road trip, the strongest bladder determines pit stops, not the weakest.
9: When stumbling upon other guys watching a sporting event, you may ask the score of the game in progress, but you may never ask who's playing.
10: You may flatulate in front of a woman only after you have brought her to climax. If you trap her head under the covers for the purpose of flatulent entertainment, she's officially your girlfriend.
11: It is permissible to drink a fruity alcohol drink only when you're sunning on a tropical beach ... and it's delivered by a topless model and only when it's free.
12: Only in situations of moral and/or physical peril are you allowed to kick another guy in the nuts.
13: Unless you're in prison, never fight naked. (this one goes out to Nick Katona have fun in jail you pussy woman beating sonofabitch)
14: Friends don't let friends wear Speedos. Ever. Issue closed.
15: If a man's fly is down, that's his problem, you didn't see anything.
16: Women who claim they "love to watch sports" must be treated as spies until they demonstrate knowledge of the game and the ability to drink as much as the other sports watchers.
17: A man in the company of a hot, suggestively dressed woman must remain sober enough to fight.
18: Never hesitate to reach for the last beer or the last slice of pizza, but not both, that's just greedy.
19: If you compliment a guy on his six-pack, you'd better be talking about his choice of beer.
20: Never join your girlfriend or wife in discussing a friend of yours, except if she's withholding sex pending your response.
21: Phrases that may NOT be uttered to another man While lifting weights:
a) Yeah, Baby, Push it!
b) C'mon, give me one more! Harder!
c) Another set and we can hit the showers!
22: Never talk to a man in a bathroom unless you are on equal footing: i.e., both urinating, both waiting In line, etc. For all other situations, an almost imperceptible nod is all the conversation you need.
23: Never allow a telephone conversation with a woman to go on longer than you are able to have sex with her. Keep a stopwatch by the phone. Hang up if necessary.
24:The morning after you and a girl who was formerly "just a friend" have carnal, drunken monkey sex, the fact that you're feeling weird and guilty is no reason for you not to nail each other again before the discussion occurs about what a big mistake it was.
25: It is acceptable for you to drive her car. It is not acceptable for her to drive yours.
26: Thou shalt not buy a car in the colors of brown, pink, lime green, orange or sky blue.
27: The girl who replies to the question "What do you want for Christmas?" with "If you loved me, you'd know what I want!" gets an Xbox. End of story.
28: There is no reason for guys to watch Ice Skating or Men's Gymnastics. Ever.
29: We've all heard about people having guts or balls, but do you really know the difference between them? In an effort to keep you informed, the definition of each is listed below:
"GUTS" is arriving home late after a night out with the guys, being assaulted by your wife with a broom, and having the guts to say, "are you still cleaning or are you flying somewhere?"
"BALLS" is coming home late after a night out with the guys smelling of perfume and beer, lipstick on your collar, slapping your wife on the ass and having the balls to say, "You're next!
Dec. 17th, 2006 @ 04:21 pm
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So today was incredible. Even though you would think waking up at 7:20 in the morning to get to wayne county court by 8:30 would be a very shitty start to a day. Well it wasn't. I got there and drove around downtown area for a second before going in. Then I waited around and didnt really do anything in the court building. After that minor bullshit I headed off to work.
Work was a breeze. I actually volunteered to work late (even though I still only worked an 8 hr shift) and I finally put the finishing touches on my coffee table. I have been building this coffee table forever making this a huge accomplishment for me and my A.D.D.
Then I went to see School for Scoundrels with Jeremy. It was actually pretty hilarious minus some cheesy love story parts.
To end the day off I drove around with Ashley, Brian, and Jeremy. Now Here I am.
I figure this must be karma hittin me back for helping some dude on gratiot get gas and get back to his truck yesterday.
How was your day?
Dec. 6th, 2006 @ 01:41 am
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I have returned!
This weekend/holiday has been the best time ever! My college hoes came home, (Sam and Jackie) and I got to enjoy hanging out with them everyday. Some crazy shit went down while we were chillin too.
We almost got in a brawl up at Ms. Q's pool hall.
Almost got eaten by the fog multiple times.
Saw Lets go to Prison and got stoned.
I stole buy 1 get 1 free Camel Turkish Silvers. Free cigarettes are the best cigarettes.
And a ton of other sheit.
I just had an amazing time with those girls this weekend. It makes everything better when they're around.
+ It's official I have yet another warrant out for my arrest. Wahoo. I'm trying to plan it perfectly so I can get my tether off get some partying in then head over to jail for my hopefully short bid I will be doing. Nothing I'm stressin bout tho.
If anyone wants to chill I'm almost always free so hit up my cell. (It was cheaper to get a new one then get rid of the plan)
5.8.6.5.9.6.2.8.2.1.
Nov. 26th, 2006 @ 12:57 pm
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I went grocery shopping today for myself. It felt good to spend my money on things I will need to live on. I am excited to move out soon but I am also very scared about making it on my own. I am trying to save up my money so I will have some cushion when I move out in a week or so. I'm hoping my up and comming court cases wont be to expensive and I wont go to jail for too long so I can get out and start fresh for myself. No probation, no court, my own place to live and no drugs. Just drinking from here on out. (but no drinking for 52 more days)
I hope I can keep in touch with everyone through all of this. I broke my phone and cancled my plan so I wont have a phone for a while because it's not something I will be able to afford until I can set a budget and keep to it.
I <3 my friends and this is probably going to be my last journal entry for a while. So good luck to everyone and see you all around.
Oct. 29th, 2006 @ 05:11 pm
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To all of you wondering where my myspace went because many people have asked me recently. I have deleted my myspace because it was the only means rachel had of talking to me still. I didn't want to talk to her or have her send me messages so I deleted my myspace so she couldn't get ahold of me. I may make a new one idk yet tho, myspace is lame. So if you want to get at me hit me up on aim: educatedh8 or gimme a call 5.8.6.5.9.6.2.8.2.1.
Oct. 16th, 2006 @ 04:04 pm
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Man did I have a fuckin blast this weekend. Lets hit up a quick recap of the fun...
Friday: Payday was the first thing to make this day good. Got paid went to the hood and got some party supplies if you know what I mean. Then Stephanie took me out to see the Grudge 2. (it sucked fucking balls, but I knew it would) After the movie we went to a haunted house and hayride. It was funny, not scary, and definitly a good time. After that it was like 2:00 so Stephanie and Amanda decided it was time to eat and they took me n Amanda's bf Mike out to Jon's Coney Island. Good times there too. After the double date-esque night we went back to Amanda's and I stayed with Stephanie till she fell asleep then I headed home.
Saturday: I was woken up at 12:30 which sucked seeing as I didn't get in till 4 a.m. I had to get up and get ready for my cousins wedding which I totaly forgot about. It was a short wedding and we got outback afterwards then went to the hall for the night. I saw Brandon's little sister all dressed up for homecomming at outback which was interesting. After that I bounced out watched the 2nd episode of lost that I downloaded then passed out.
Sunday: Today I woke up early had breakfast and laid around playing video games with my bro until around 2. At 2:00 I decided to go to Burlington Coat Factory and buy some new clothes. I bought a really nice sweater, 4x zip up hoody which is the most comfortable thing I now own, a nice polo, and a collared shirt. After all that I shot over to P's for a minute and took a nap on the couch. It was like nap time me n steph ashley n pierce all just laid on the couch and b.s.ed for a couple hours. Then I got a call from Brian who was at Natalies. I havent seen Natalie since we graduated so I shot over her place and chilled there for a few hours n smoked. We walked her dog and made dinner. It was a nice night. After the long day I ended back up at P's we did a little grocery shopping then watched sleven and now here I am. Tired and ready for a good night of sleep.
Hope everyones weekend was as amazing as mine.
Until next weekend.
Peace and Love,
Buddha Man.
Oct. 16th, 2006 @ 12:06 am
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Well I haven't updated in ages. I guess I have a lot to write about though. I'm still working for my dad doing upholstry but I did get a raise a couple weeks ago so I'm making $11/hr now which is nice. I always thought working full time would be something I just wouldn't be able to do but I pull down a steady 32 - 36 hrs a week right now and I'm loving it. I wish I had more money to show for all the work I do but I have a lot of bills. I pay $360 a month for my tether which comes off in 78 days. I pay $80 a month for probation which I will have all my probation paid off when my tether comes off so no more payments after Dec. 20th there. I also have about $600 in court fees that my parents requested I pay off seeing as they already put up $7,000 so far. Tomorrow is the big day for me. Sentencing for my OWI. I'm scared but my lawyer has come through thus far in saving my ass so I'm hoping he can pull it off with one more big feat. Other then money I have also been going to school, which fucking blows.
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Last summer was the worst summer of my life. I lost so many friendships (probably for the best) lost my first love, which I can happily say I am completly over, but will never forget. And I fell deep in debt. It has taken me months to even scratch the iceberg of my problems but now that I have started taking care of shit I can see it will just keep snowballing in a good way until everything is done with.
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Lately I have been neglecting a lot of my friendships and have been falling into the lifestyle I have been away from the last few months. I am disgusted with myself for doing this but it's hard to quit doing the things I'm doing. I can now fully understand addiction. I don't think I was ever addicted to the drugs I did, or do but the lifestyle associated with doing them. I have always found myself happiest surrounded by people enjoying themselves partying. And all the partying has landed me where I am now; alone, in debt, and depressed. Oh well I'm sure I will pull out of this slump soon but it's hard.
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Life's a bitch but I deal with it.
Oct. 3rd, 2006 @ 02:26 pm
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Well life has been going GREAT lately.
I couldn't ask for more.
My friends are all amazing and I've just been enjoying myself a lot lately.
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A lot has changed this summer. I feel I have grown and matured a lot these passed 3 months, more then I have in the passed 3 years I would say.
I got out of my first relationship, the heart breaker.
It took a while but I got over it and am enjoying the single life right now a whole lot.
Besides how can I complain I went from a decent relationship with what I thought was a decent girl, now to an exciting endevour with a stripper. I'm actually kinda excited to see how this goes.
I stopped doing drugs, and drinking of course (thanks to the tether). I only occasionaly take a prescription that isn't prescribed to me. And once in a great while smoke a joint. I really can't do anything else because for one, I don't want to, and two I'm on probation in Clinton Township and Fraser for the next year.
And I'm holding down my first full-time job ever. 40 hrs a week 8 - 5 mon/fri. Saving money is awesome and having a job that's more career oriented instead of the I'm-18-and-need-gas-money type of job is really nice. (the money doesn't hurt either)
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I started re-decorating my basement/room. I guess the gay designers I'm around at work all day rubbed off on me =P Nah actually John, a guy I work with, his cousin gave me the great idea of turning my computer room into a chill movie room type of deal, and to do it completly in old chinese opium den style. So I got this great fabric to upholster the walls with. I'm tearing down both my couches and ripping the legs off so they sit low and re-upholstering them. I'm also turning one of the couches into a shay's lounge. I'm going to build a couple chairs strictly out of foam and padding. To finish it off I'm getting new carpet and a nice coffee table to play cards on, or smoke out of the hookah. I can't wait to get this project under way.
And of course if you read my last entry I'm going back to college. Bleh, but maybe now that I'm studying something I enjoy more I will enjoy school. Hey if anything it will get me out of work for 4 hrs. 2 days a week.
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Speaking of work, it's going great. I'm learning all the tricks to the trade, and doing a lot of work on my own now. John, the guy I worked with quit for a contingent position at st. johns hospital but he still works at the shop here and there. Thanks to his quitting I took on a lot of new responsibilities at the shop tho and will hopefully be getting a raise to $12 from the $10/hr I'm at now.
And to close this entry off 135 days till my tether comes off!!
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Aug. 7th, 2006 @ 03:09 am
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Well I signed up for classes today, and took:
1. Basic Computer Servicing 1A - Mon. Wed. 4 hr fucking class.
2. Electronics Information 1A Tues. Thurs. 4 hr fucking class also.
3. Photography 1 - Tues. Thurs. Not a 4 hr fucking class thank god.
And I just wanted to say to all my friends going back to college soon:
If I hung out with you this summer and I actually consider you my friend... farewell and have a sweet time partying and studying while drunk. Catch all y'all niggas on holidays.
If we were acquaintences and didn't really hang out all that much... peace out, I still get to b.s. with you all on aim.
To all my high school graduate friends going away for the first time:
Get drunk, get fucked, study only as much as needed and fucking enjoy college.
To all my friends staying home or not going to college, December 20th is right around the corner I'm throwing a massive multiple keg christmas party. Just a little heads up for the future.
Aug. 3rd, 2006 @ 11:50 pm
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How can anyone want to work a 9-5? I work 8 hrs. a day from 8-5 and it's driving me crazy. I've been working this fucking schedule for 2 1/2 months and it's just fucking rediculous. I mean I enjoy my work and all cause it's fun and always something different to work on everyday and what not. I get paid well, pulling down a little over $1300 a month which isn't bad for an 18 year old kid I guess. But the lifestyle is fucking killing me. All I have is weekends which is what 2 days out of the week maybe 2 1/2 if you count friday. But I mean shit every day after work I'm to fucking tired to go out and do anything and then on days like today I wanted to switch out the speakers in my car which took 3 hrs. Now I'm exausted I just got out of the shower and I'm going to be going to sleep in 2 1/2 hrs so I can wake up and do it again. Shit put me back in high school cause this "real world" is fucking retarded. I just cant see myself in 5-10 years still working a schedule like this. I'll probably go crazy and drive off a cliff before that shit happens. So if anyone knows any great jobs out there where you can be a complete retard to do them and not work a 9-5 with decent pay let me know cause I'll be the first to sign up.
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Jul. 25th, 2006 @ 08:07 pm
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Well my bank account just went from like $1250 to $170.
I love court bills.
Once this is over I will be a happy man again.
To bad thats like 2 years away.
Jul. 10th, 2006 @ 08:07 pm
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Long ass update, read at your own risk.
Last night was a kick ass good time. I was going to have a movie night but I decided to try to have a bonfire blowout instead. It was a good change of plans I think.
Ashley, Ben, Brad and myself tried to get firewood forever. Lowes was closed, so we figured Home Depot was too. So we tried the firewood spot on Canal. Also closed. I decided that enough was enough and I was going to go to my work and collect all the scrap wood from the shop for the bonfire. We ended up filling my trunk.
We went back to my house and set some shit up and played some lawn games. It was a hilarious good time. Ashley can't throw a bean bag at a big square piece of wood in it for the life of her. But she did get lucky a couple times. ;)
Well Megan showed up and we decided to go get drink and chips n shit so we shot up to Walgreens. Then set up for people to start comming over.
People came and went all night and at one point there was probably around 20 people. After some laughing, and some back yard wrestling/brawling we all decided to hit up Coney's. This is where fun turned into hilarity.
We all ordered and were jokin around when some dude started carrying his super drunk passed out buddy out of the restaraunt. If that wasn't funny enough, his shirt was almost completly unbuttoned and his pants were at his ankles. Everyone in the place laughed their asses off and clapped. Even the workers. Some kid eventually grabbed his legs and helped carry him out. Then not even 10 min later some 16 year old looking kid was staring down this guy Bob, who didn't even know the kid. They started calling him a 25 year old rapist pretty much and the kid looked like he wanted to fight him. It as just more random hilarity.
So after eating I decided I had to go home cause I had to work at earlier then usual but shorter then usual today. So Carl, my brother and I left and listened to awesome music all the way home. Shit I haven't heard in a while and loved hearing agian. Carl has the best musical taste IMO.
So anyway that was yesterday and today was also good. Stressful but good.
My father and I had to go to some Optical place and take the arms off the patient chairs and re-upholster them quickly and re-install them on the chairs. So we busted those out reallll quick and we set off to the bank afterwards. We had to b.s. with my bank account for a while then I had to see my lawyer.
Dun Dun Dunnnn.
But my Lawyer got all the info on my casses and it's lookin pretty good. I prolly wont go to jail for the OWI since I haven't violated my tether which will help in court and I already have time served in jail for the OWI. So now I'm looking at extended probation to 2 years and 3 months restricted license which means to work and back only. Oh well better then jail time, right?
Also I have to pay $450 to take a test that could possibly get the felonies dismissed but most likely will just help my case tremendously. So I'm excited about that also, even though it will rip my bank account a new asshole.
So yeah shits looking up a little for me and I'm having a good time.
Jul. 3rd, 2006 @ 03:08 pm
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